Ordo Amoris in Decay (All I Want Is To Believe)

It's Pride month. Authenticity isn't loud and proud — it's humble, vulnerable, and brave. Ordo amoris, in a world of ego.

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Can we speak of humble truth, not pride
Can you feel the spiral, the backwards tide

Ordo Amoris in decay
Homo Justice's now passé

In a world of pride, I must confess
That ain't my vibe, I digress
Blending in? Man, what a mess
In this idiocracy, it’s all stress

I don’t wanna fight, I just wanna dream
Chasing a light, even just a gleam
Now winning’s just some twisted scheme
Holy spirits lost in the extreme

[Chorus]
Authenticity, humility, keep it tight
Why cheer for pride when ego takes flight
Its dirty shadow swallows the night
All I wanted was to share our light

March for peace, respect in our soul
Dance like fools, play the sacred role
Pride divides, and it takes its toll
So choose love, let it take control

[Chorus]
Authenticity, humility, keep it tight
Why cheer for pride when ego takes flight
Its dirty shadow swallows the night
All I wanted was to feel our light

Who, why, how — don’t even know
Reason’s ladder broke long ago
Pride kills peace in a fatal blow
Ordo Amoris, faith let go

[Chorus]
Authenticity, humility, keep it tight
Why cheer for pride when ego takes flight
Its dirty shadow swallows the night
All I wanted was to share our light

In this ambient apathy, I can’t find peace
No breath of truth, no sweet release
Where’s the love, sacred gratitude
I’m dead inside, the world's too crude